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clouds of sulfur fill the sky [30 Nov 2009|06:20pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Still think people should still use this, although I am guilty of neglecting mine. It is so funny to read everything that has happened in my life and how important some stupid things seemed. Cannot wait for Christmas, and New Year's need a fresh start :)

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don't soon forget [20 Jun 2009|07:35pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

You're moving unstable you're like an unwinding cable car.

I am tired of almost everything around here. I have began writing a book even thought it sucks, and I will NEVER finish it. I have an amazing boyfriend and I don't think he realizes how much he means. He may move across the country soon; so I suppose I should stop getting so attached. Maybe it would be in my best interest to pack up and move as well although I am not ready. The thought of it terrifies me to no end. I have amazing friends just so scared to actually care about somebody, sad considering I am 22 and just now REALLY REALLY REALLY care for somebody.

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My friends say I'm crazy and I agree [04 Jan 2009|11:07am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Well it is back to school on Tuesday.
3 years down 3 to go... I should've just been a doctor.
2009 has been going mighty fine so far no complaints here.
FYI we broke up dumped you get over it, it has been months.. don't approach me and my family
and expect that we are going to talk to you.. because we aren't
have a nice life fucker!

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keep your love lock down [02 Jan 2009|07:28pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I miss livejournal.
why did myspace and facebook have to take over everybody's lives?
livejournal you are awesome.
if more people used you.
i would still take advantage of you as well.

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Give me one shot at my life today! [03 May 2007|12:42pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I have just realized if you were to meet me at this very moment, I would probably be one of the happiest people you would ever meet.

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Don't you forget about me.. [29 Nov 2006|08:56pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I'm so sick of looking for approval from my friends.
I'm so sick of being really sick.
I'm a step ahead of last night at least I can get out of bed today.
I wish my doctor gave me better meds. like the kind that makes me think The Darkness I believe in a thing called loved music video is the funniest thing ever.
I want it to be 9 so I can watch Foodnetwork challenge gingerbread houses.
I really don't want to be updating this right now.
I really wish I did not have to go to the symphony.
I'm sick of people I date not being good enough for my friends.. ever.
If I like them get over it.
Maybe they just don't like when I'm happy?
I haven't quiet figured it out yet.
I haven't figured out life yet either.
I wish I could run away.
I wish I felt good enough to get behind the wheel of my car and go somewhere.
I wish I didn't always look like shit.
I wish I cared about school again.
I wish I wasn't so scared all the time.
I wish I didn't have to get all these scary tests.
I wish I would've went to work today.
I feel like shit but I need the money.
The sad thing is I'm actually really happy.
I'm just so sick of everybody.
I could punch them in the face.

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I know you get what you get and you get what you deserve : ) [27 Nov 2006|03:29pm]
[ mood | mylanta ]

I am terrified. I will not feel normal until I know I have absolutly nothing wrong with me

Good thing you are amazing

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you talk so much.. and act like nothing were wrong [08 Nov 2006|09:07pm]
[ mood | Antsy as hell ]

seriously, why why why why why why..!!
and gramma I swear if you have cancer I will die.

I'm oddly looking forward to school next semester. This semester sucks so bad.. it cannot get anyworse.

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I won't spare you. [07 Nov 2006|12:09am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

I love hanging out with Amber.. because we are really obnoxious.. and have snow ball fights in November.

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will you still send all your letters when I'm not home [05 Nov 2006|02:23am]
[ mood | ERRRRRRRRR ]

so just because you see somebody for a little while... and decide you don't actually like them that doesn't make you a bad person right i mean that is why you date in the first place.? true?

today i realized why everyone wears big sunglasses... it is so you can be bitchy and roll your eyes at people and they cannot tell.

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dont hold back hold nothing back tonight [22 Oct 2006|01:36am]
my mom sent me to bed
cuz i smell like vodka
but she keeps playing tricks on me
you arent funny mom u are scaring me
ahh commerical for saw 3
i will never sleep now
we better bowl tomorrow
or ill fucking murder you
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you don't me and you don't even care [17 Oct 2006|06:30pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I think I'll go to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'm starting over
Nobody knows my name.

So when you reach the point of in between
how do you decide whether to fall back
or jump forwards?

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Just give me medicine perscribe me anything [15 Oct 2006|07:02pm]
[ mood | content ]

well I have no desire to see through my own eyes anymore.

I love the way your phone only works while wasted.
I love as Amber pointed out I am not as big of a bitch as I think.
I wish I knew how to stand up for myself.
And tell you to shut the fuck up.
And you're full of shit.

However, it's not that simple.
And it never was.

The most awkward thing in the world happened last night...
One time at a party I was trying to get a kid to cheat on his gf with me...
disgusting and slutty I know, but I am a prostitute
anyways the girl ended up hanging out with me yesterday
and I couldn't help, but think she was going to kill me at any second.

Oh yes and I love Canada with creepy cab drivers.. who give you their number

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Lies are lies and everybody dies.. and I don't believe you [12 Oct 2006|01:15am]
[ mood | chipper ]

OOH academy how I missed you.

HuneyBunches087: seriously
HuneyBunches087: though im getting so dumb
Irishfn8: lol its cuz u drink so much silly!
Irishfn8: lol cuz i think im gettin kinda stupid to! i actually put the wrong name on my paper that i turned in today
Irishfn8: it was a 4 page paper and i put my brothers name on it

ohh mylanta..

so today I went to the gym at 5 am.
I miss a lot of ppl..
and not because I miss them in the way of being with them
just as people
and everybody else as ppl.
And I'm excited for Friday the 13th

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For the thrill of the fall [11 Oct 2006|01:51pm]
[ mood | content ]

Thank you This Providence.. for being the best thing for my ears in ages ♥

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Blame us cause we are who we are, hate us cause you'll never get that far [10 Oct 2006|11:34pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Today Bio. while disecting the male pigs reproductive system
after locating the penis.. and girl in my group says...
"uhmm it gets bigger doesn't it."

I realized today the driver instructors were right for failing me the first time I took my road test.. I am 19 going on 20 and just now learned how to use my side mirrors correctly.
Sometimes I amaze myself with my stupidity.

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And I know that my moods are changing like the weather... do you ever dream of us together? [09 Oct 2006|05:32pm]
I liked it soo much better when everything I got involved in was meaningless.. I never actually cared about anybody before.
Now I do.. and I realize it's not really all it's cracked up to be, unless it's recipercated, which I don't believe it is (anymore) or maybe it never was..

-These are the symptoms of letting go.-
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Believe the news I'm gone for good.. [08 Oct 2006|11:30pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

YAY for parents not talking to you.!
YAY for 3am and being drunk and having a fun night

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cause there's beauty in the breakdown [06 Oct 2006|04:03pm]
[ mood | eh ]

I always succed in fucking up.
It always amazes me.
I find lying totally unnecessary.
If you hate me... then just say so.
I have work for 2 hours today.
I'll make about 15$.
After taxes..
that will be about -15$ so glad I'm wasting my time.
Seeing Texas Chainsaw tonight.
Because I like to scare myself shitless.
I wish it was July again.
But I'm excited for Halloween.
I cannot believe how much I took things for granted.
And still do.

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and today was a day just like any other [20 Sep 2006|03:15am]
[ mood | stressed ]

What is it that people don't understand about limits?

Speed Limits, Physical Limits, Mental Limits.

If the speed limit is 15 and I go 25 I think that is sufficient.. I mean really do you want to sit in the back seat of my car.. because I don't remember putting my Taxi sign on today.

Physical limits.. well doesn't anybody ever realize that maybe just maybe I might actually be exhausetd?

Mental limits, when all you idiot teachers give me a test in the same week.. you expect me to cram.. and not freak out.. you forget freaking out is what i do best.

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